Circus

Witten by Samriliy.

everyone deduces things very easily in one look.

they conclude something without thinking more deeply about a situation.

sometimes the ego forces and takes over sane thoughts, exchanging all positive things for dirty thoughts full of problems.

Anger sometimes takes over a weak soul. The past and bad memories come back to the surface. wreaking havoc on sane thought patterns. changing the way it works, replacing all sanity with endless madness. venting all emotions, destroying the feeling of peace and replacing it with a tantrum full of endless sobs.

I don't know the exact cause, but it feels so heavy.

Days that look normal feel so hard to live. sanity is at stake. no reward is obtained.

difficult to eliminate, but easy to return without the slightest obstacle.

a chaotic mind that teaches you to always hate yourself. a failed character that shouldn't exist.

a feeling of wanting to exchange lives with other people who seem luckier than oneself. a life that looks like it doesn't have the slightest obstacle, gives rise to feelings of envy and envy.

even though just being given life should be able to make yourself grateful.

Again, I have to pretend to be a sane person. putting up just enough of a mask to hide the swearing madness. trying to hold it so it doesn't escape from its confines.

the current target is just survival.

survive the madness that slowly tears apart a sane soul. survive to become the strongest. stand up for yourself. survive to build a cool circus show so that everyone will be amazed and forget about the tricks that are done so that the reality is not revealed.