Friend

 

What does you do for life? 

Did it controls you? Or did you controls it? 

Hard choice sometimes come 

Friends, family, relationship? 

Most people believe money can handle everything if you have it enough. But can it buy you a piece of mental? 

Something just come through my head all of sudden when Im just done from doing my assigment. 

It try to intoxicating me and seducing me for something useful. 

Some people might try to maintain their self-esteem when other people try to humiliating them. 

What would you do, if someone try to let you down just because they think you're a poor person? 

They think you need them because they had a lot of powerful or money enough to makes you dependent on them. 

They actually didnt know you so well, right? 

What kind of friend are they? 

Is that how you supposed to be to got a new friends that can understand you? With humiliating them, then ask them to understand how broke yourself is? 

You might think that you're broke enough to deserve all the love you wanted. But not this way. 

Do you think I can lure with what you say about yourself then I'll help you after you humiliated me? 

I keep hide the anger inside me to not broke our relationship as a friend. 

Cause you always think that I might be a good friends for you cause you think Im diffrent. 

You want me to be diffrent? 

You think I'll do anything for you cause you already treat me with your money? 

No. 

I same like your other friends that betrayed you. 

At first I tought they were wrong, but I realized. The problem was in you. 

You didn't see me like you said. 

You don't even know me. 

But I keep holding on just for you. Cause I dont want to break your trust. 

Silly me to let my heart control my life. 

And I just hope that somedays, I can repay what you have done to me, so you can feel what Im feeling right now just because you think Im a poor in your eyes. 

Thanks for being a good friends. [FA]

-Jaksn